Being and living in Bolivia, it is something that is becoming harder and harder to describe. There are so many different components that make it up and then there are emotions and points of view that change all the time. Talking to everyone, they all want to know what it is like and how it is going, but the truth is, there is no way to possibly describe it accurately, at least not to someone who is not here with me doing and feeling the same things.
I keep trying to think of sufficient answers to questions that I know that people are going to ask me, but I cannot find the words to sufficiently describe my experience here. I know that everything can be going amazing but the dumbest and smallest thing can make you plummet downwards but then the smallest thing can bring you right back up again. For instance, the last few weeks have been awesome and things have been getting better and better all the time and then I bought peanut butter that tasted terrible and all of a sudden I was mad and sad and depressed and it was super strange. But then a few days later I make an inside joke with my sister and I feel on top of the world again.
This life is a roller coaster that is so difficult to describe but it is amazing and I know that I am not ready to get off the ride.
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